well hasnt been the pinicle of kink this week so far we have done little play i fucked poor salve around and made her cry .See alot of ppl assume a Dom or Master knows everything and im sure some claim they do but the truth is we dont , its hard sometimes to guage when a slave is being bratty and when there is something else , Ive been cranky the last 5 days , the reasons are mostly heat stress at work and my parents dreging up 43 years of unhappyness within me and sadly its been comming out with me on slave.
I am really upset and to be honest scared of my job , all my life the last 22 years of working all ive done is security i dont know anyting else and now i have to face the facts i may never go back to that job , and it dose scare the crap outer me,
However the good things are there too , a great day with my daughter , slave and my tween bonded very well and quicker than i first thought , i think the awesome cake and gift ( that you lady fate ) helped out
Sadly this weekend is going to not be as hight bdsm as i would like but i will make due , i have some ideas and some plans ( well lets hope they work) and go from there ,
i just hope my grumpy can calm down a tad , also my body hurts in ways its never hurt before , some pains you know and feel for the first time some you know ahve been there for some time , sadly im getting ones ive known for some time on a much much MUCH harder level than ever before :(
and then there is valentines day i want to do something for slave but sadly with bills and my daughters birthday tomorrow i dont think i will be able to afford much ,
maybe a bear :)
Master
xxx
A valentines gift doesnt have to be something bought, sometimes the simpler things mean so much more. Perhaps you cooking dinner and giving her a pampering evening a bath together with candles, music.
ReplyDeleteBut ultimatley whats most important is you being there and being supportive is that not what counts the most.
but whatever you do or plan im sure she will love regardless.