sound the drums of war let losse the hounds of hell

So the day before the maddness is here , the day of days the dark before the light , te dy of maddness before the bigger days of maddness begin lol , ok well its a day like any other and yyes i know what today is and means but im trying to be brave and do what is needed to be done ,
Tomorrow we get the keys , and thrusday we move the big shit and then we spend about 2 weeks unpacking cleaning and re cleaning and more cleaning , then i can sit back look at hot lil slave and the boy , have a cold drink and  say , its all us now family,
Hard i have to admit it is ( speaking like yoda now ............annoy you it might, hit me you shall , hurt me it might lol)
For now there is doctors to see packing to be done and have to arange time off work again:(
I can only hope when all is done its done , me and slave and the boy can truly be free :D

im looking forward to tomorrow the rules come into play and we start to play
i have a few ideas for more rules not that they will be talked about just yet , i need to unpack sit back in my new place and think more first


slave will be happy in the new place , its smaller and easyer to clean , but i guess its easyer to get dirty
we will be fine im sure

Master

time to live time to die time to be reborn

Its a sunday and its time to pack up even more stuff , clothes or the computer room i think ,but its fitting i think much like meeting slave and the boy , Fate or an act of god or the gods , put us togther , we both knew something primal had drawn us togther , we mix in the same circles know the same ppl and yet had not met , Funny i dont know where i would be if i had not met her , but i have and im happy and thats the importnat thing,
Fate as i said seems to be working her magic , its fitting the day before we get keys to our new home our new life our new start , i have a dark dark day , this day is more a day of personal shame , i married someone i didnt love , to me that is my greatess shame and no amount of drink or crying or anything it will ever make it right , mosts of the shame to her , we got married on her birthday , forever will she rember that her birthday was also a broken mariage , i will be up late tonight i will cry most like and i will beat myself up , but its my path i walk it and walk it i shall , however the next day is to be reborn , to become something better something that comes from the ashes and starts fresh , the move will be hard and stress us all but in the end , it will be for  the better :) we will have a new home with a big back yard new life in a smaller house but a house we have togther .

so its a new path

To bolding go where most have gone before , New house BUT new lifestyle changes, the new house will mean the dawn of a new set of rules slave and i have been working on , these rules will the be foudation that will grow and grow and from that will build the slave 24/7 she wants to be and i want to control , the new house has many mertis , smaller so it will be easyer for slave to keep clean , her dream kitchen too with the "island" , but its more than a small house to keep clean its our place as we forge a new life for our selves , from this i hope we can become more and more ,
Salve has been going a lil crazy with stress and pms and other things , i have been doing my best to keep in dammage control , to make sure slave m knows how loved she is and i am up for looking after the Boy too,
Speaking of which i hit the lil guys head on the door , the guilt ,,,,,i was so upset i didint know what to door , i wanted to go out buy him the biggest big red car i could find , not that i have lots of money ,,,i think i have like $3 in my account .
I will get back to my ideas on the new house , the garden needs work , but with summer the longer evening and such this shouldnt be a problem , i think a few hard core days to really just clean it up , and get the soil back , and keep puppy out , will make a big differance to it , the soil dosent look too bad , plus some nice plants in the garden too , the jjasmine is a nice thing too , that will smell awesome in the night windows open with the smell running though the house ,
I think the house will be good also as no stairs , not for just my knees that are causing me problems but also we can keep an eye better on the boy , and there isnt so much roomfor him to get easly lost in ,
The garden out back is pretty cool , im really exctied about taking puppy over , poor guy has never had a place with grass before , he is going to be tickeled pink ,
the move will be very stressful and im sure things will come unstuck in ways i havent though of and im sure we will freak out over money or something BUT i am looking forward to this in a positive way , i think in time  we will look back at the move and smile ( hopeflly while sitting in a spa) and think my god were so luck to be where we are now .

This weekend is a mix and match of stuff, were packing and sorting , Slave has come up with a nice rule , if you havent used it in a while chuck it , sorta a purge to the new house i guess , and its a good idea too

shes a really good slave , im lucky to have found her when i did

long ass day

Today has been a long long day and some pitfualls along the way, I was mean to slave this morning , i shouldnt have been , but i wanted to see if she would respond to it, the other night i had to punish her for being mouthy and wanted to see if she had learnt her lesson or not,
How ever what i didnt think about which i should have was that slave had pms lack of sleep and just stressed like i am ,
Dont get me worng im not that good , my sleep patterns are all over the place , i cannot shake this sore throat and i dont sleep right with a blocked nose, i worry about slave , the boy and my daughter , who seems to be growing up long before she should, were about to move and some BIG changes will be comming both for slave and me ,
Im not normally a chirstmas person , i tend to avoid it for many reasons mostly , and i really hate to say it , but its true , presants , i dont think in the last 15 years ive gotten something i can look back and go holy shit thats awesome , i tend to just ask for vouchers , saves me the saddness of getting my hopes up and saves face with partners in the past, i know its a selfish thing but im honest if nothing else.
But i will try my best to be full of christmas cheer this year for slave and the boy , and for slave the new house will mean a new life for both of us , a smaller house for her to look after,
i admit i am really looking forward to starting a new life with slave in a new house ,
I just want our life to be perfect and give slave and the boy and girl everything i can and more
I guess for me i will never get what my heart wants cos im lucky i have it
a slave to love, a boy and girl to watch them grow and all the wow i can play .lol
i know i might sound simple but i have everything , and for that i am thankful ,
the problem is monday i think , it will be a dark dark day and i will be very very grumpy , i hope i can be as little as i can be for slave
for now im going to bed to snuggle my hot lil slave and dream of her and the boy and girl
soon we shall all dream in a new house

Master

My bad day too

Masters day ,,, man its been a nightmare of sorts , i kept waking up during the night with cold sweats , had without a doubt the most horrifc nightmates things they dont even make movies about , vos there that bad ,
I didnt get to be too late lastnight just about 1 am , its been hard of late in a lazy way , ive been told NOT to lift anything heavy not to do too much not to do this or that to help my kneels heal and im finding it vert frustrating, i want to move big heavy boxes move this here and there  and i cannot and its driving me insane , i feel like a big monster chained down, i cannot be whom i am , not to say im a big out doors man or i love to lift bricks in the heat or rain , but i want to do more than i am doing, Anyways back to what i was ranting about, i got to bed 1 am woke up 3 or 4 times in the night , i got up at 7-30 told slave to go back to bed, the next 3 hours was th boy full throttle , my head was beating like a jack hammer my body hurts all over amd i just wanted to run off to the computer and hide for a while , Wich is unfair , but a the same token i find it dose relive my head aches and i feel better after killing players in pvp ,
But slave has posted i dont do much around the house, and she is right im not working full time i do have more time on my hands and i should do more then pick up after the boy and bits here and there ,
will i do more? yes bt i have to admit right now im sore very very sore tired and my head hurts, but i must rember slave has all of this and the boy too ,
Masters out there rember as much as your the man of the house you must pick up the slack where needed,
I also think once we have moved there will be huge changes in all of us the boy slave and me will not have such huge stress over our heads , the boy will have a new place to play in with new rules and new things to enjoy , slave will have the "dream kitchen " with the island , i will be happy just a roof over our heads and play happy familys,
Once again i get side tracked , for now i have to admit i really dont want to clean but want shouldnt come into it , this house ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, this house when i moved in with my ex was to be the shinning star to be socail and have this life the ex wanted , now i see it as a place with stairs , its not my home its what the ex wanted , i see it all the time all the bad thoughts of what was once ,
the new house will breath life into us all

So for now , i hurt , im tired and i just want to have the money all paid up in front sighned the paper work and be moving into the new place

Master is a bit selfish at times , its something i will need to work on to be a better Master

the basic out lines,

these are for slave to read and ponder, NOTE: these are the start more to come and i want your feed back slave

the rules

general rules

first and foremost im to be called master at all times , if out in a social setting babes or sweetie are to be used , if were out and about lets say shopping master is still to be used unless there is a problem with kids and then the real name  is to be used .

slave is to ask to use the toilet at all times , unless master is sleeping or at work slave must if possible leave the door open , and not try to hide her self , within the toilet.

Slave is to always make sure her pussy legs and under arms to be smooth at all times , master dislike body hair so must be kept smooth at all times,

Slave has a facial hair problem , this dose annoy master and dose notice his vision is drawn to it when master should be looking more at her eyes and the like , Master is aware of the problem ,

slave should try to keep this trimmed or look at ways of keeping it gone for long periods , Master is not up today with hair removal products but please look into it ,

If slave believes she has done something wrong slave is to tell master a.s.a.p. , this can be something as small as being bratty on a post or buying something she might not have , to hiding a cane or other items not to have it used on her,

At the end of each night if master is home , slave is to have a shower freshen up , this shower is slaves time , master is happy to have slave take extra time to shampoo her hair wash her self down shave her self if need be and make the time for her to know that its her time to let that water sink in

Slave is then to come to master unless the boy is needing something , master will place usually 1 item of leather or rope or metal on her body , these are not to be removed bye slave unless its of importance like looking after the boy.

once these items are placed on slave ( whom is kneeling) then will wait for master to let her get up ,

Slave when master is home has a hour of her time this is for blogging reading and the like , this is free of anything within masters realm , if slave wants to look at cartoons or bdsm gear to cats so be it ,

Some days master will want to play with slave , or maybe slave might be a bit hungry to play , master will make sure bye 9pm most nights if any play will happen , usually most play will be light to semi hard while the boy is at home , this will increase when

it is just Master. For the most part slaves night with master is to be the slave ,

Food such as chocolate, and cakes are treats given at my Master's discretion and i may request them but may not get them . health is important , slave can make healthy treats for Master and him self as much as she likes

slave is to maintain the household is clean unless the boy is sick or needs extra care , slave is to keep on top of laundry , both washing and putting away, slave is to make sure dishes and general day to day cleaning is done

slave is to make a list for master IF things are needed to be bought , the sooner master is given a list the better, Master doesn't want to get lists 30 mins before work .

Slave isn't to reach orgasms without masters permission, this is a golden rule if this is broken master would be greatly upset, Slave is to never say no to masters cock in any hole he desires , master is aware of your fear with anal and the oral problems , master will in future

be working on these to make anal more enjoyable to slave and still give her that slave bubble and oral will be worked on more often , mostly to get use to large objects in your mouth and hopefully in time make me cum.

While Master is at work slave will be given other tasks , these are not the usual things like running of the house , these will be small things to bigger things in time , but slave will work on them and do as she is told ,this could be anything from

playing with your self but don't cum 5 times to insert the dildo into your ass and sit on it for a hour , things like this to let you know master is still in control.

Master will also be looking into different positions for slave to sit in , Master has or use to many gorean books and sites , these will be more looked into

Masters special tricks

i have several ideas for slave in the pipeline these are both rewards and play ideas , some of them have been motioned buy you some ive been reading for years

However master dose like the charm idea, so slave will be getting soon a bracelet, once slave has mastered something hard ( your not going to get them for easy things ) and the thing you can do 5 times with ease

slave will get a charm to prove how great she is , the meaning of the charm known only to us.

the list dose becometh real

ive started in my head and soon text on a computer the list of things for sub to do day to day , these are not things to be done on weekends or days without the boy but on a daily basis both when the litte one is up and when he is in bed and when im at work , this list of course will change and grow as we do as a couple , the end result i hope will be a list that slave can easly work with and in time grows longer .

Master

food/thoughts and slave

last night slave was still a bit hungry , i knew from the moment before she asked what was on her mind , i went to the fast food down the road got a nice hot fudge sunday with extra choc , and as a treat for the treat a box of cookies , Slave was so happy to see the box , sadly Master wasnt even offered one , not that master needs permisson but it is nice when slave gets on her knee's and put the item up in the air to say "master please have some" but it was a nice night.
I think for the most part im going a bit softer with slave than i should, i dont want to be too demanding too soon , i am like i said at the start easing her into this , i think if little things week after week work better than a huge bible of rules for her to learn all at once . Slave seems to be doing well , but i will write a list , and i feel a long long list too on day to day living and chores to do , but this will be split , of course to wether kids are around, its not going to be easy and im sure i will miss bits but we will see how we do , for now i let my mind wander to what i want need and desire ,
I think for the most part i will do the list of things to do while at work , but im not sure if i will do like 5 general rules and then do it on like monday wensday and friday you do this , or it will be diffrent from night to night , As i said my mind wanders

Master

So where from here

So i sit here thinking were do we go from here? with the Moo we are limmited on our play we have to keep it alot more discreet, but at the same time we both want more , i think over the next few weeks im going to try to work out litte things i can put into our day to day life see how we do .
! thing i missed from the last 24 hours is good conversation
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Master

hello my kitty

So kitty here we are just after 24 hours , we have both fucked up a few of them but it was allways going to be that trial run , i think it was alot of fun and im sure you loved it too , what i hope is you get more postives and greater understanding of who you are as a slave and how truly amazing you are,,,,,, hope your bum feels better soon , i want to hear from you on what you liked and didnt , what thrilled you more than anythinge else

Master xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx