Its a sunday and its time to pack up even more stuff , clothes or the computer room i think ,but its fitting i think much like meeting slave and the boy , Fate or an act of god or the gods , put us togther , we both knew something primal had drawn us togther , we mix in the same circles know the same ppl and yet had not met , Funny i dont know where i would be if i had not met her , but i have and im happy and thats the importnat thing,
Fate as i said seems to be working her magic , its fitting the day before we get keys to our new home our new life our new start , i have a dark dark day , this day is more a day of personal shame , i married someone i didnt love , to me that is my greatess shame and no amount of drink or crying or anything it will ever make it right , mosts of the shame to her , we got married on her birthday , forever will she rember that her birthday was also a broken mariage , i will be up late tonight i will cry most like and i will beat myself up , but its my path i walk it and walk it i shall , however the next day is to be reborn , to become something better something that comes from the ashes and starts fresh , the move will be hard and stress us all but in the end , it will be for the better :) we will have a new home with a big back yard new life in a smaller house but a house we have togther .
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